Hoje e amanhã

170
832

Uma das coisas mais difíceis na vida é aceitar os próprios erros. Isso não é humildade; é coragem. Efeito direto disso está na paz de espírito para entender como é importante o que os outros pensam e dizem a nosso respeito, porém o fundamental é saber o que eu entendo de tudo, o que eu faço.

Dizendo assim, parece coisa simples. Mas vai lá, viver. Viver é ato reflexo, reflexivo, convulsivo de fora pra dentro e de dentro pra fora. Compulsivo também, o que é bom. Não dá pra viver o instante atual sem querer já viver ao mesmo tempo o instante seguinte, ainda que isso seja impraticável do ponto de vista físico. Viver não é física; é literatura.

Tem noites em que quero falar com muita gente, só pra saber se estão bem, e se estão de bem comigo. Parece que está tudo errado, que fiz tudo errado, que não tenho salvação. Então preciso ouvir um ruído, que seja, do coração de quem amo, das pessoas de quem gosto, nem que seja de alguém que pouco liga para mim, mas que para mim tem ligação direta com minha consciência.

Nesses dias, a coragem está na persistência da alma diante da realidade, que cobra um corpo. Um corpo mesmo, e não um ser ainda vivo. Um corpo para velar, por conta dos sonhos não realizados, das contas não pagas, das frustrações inevitáveis, dos amigos incautos. Melhor seria admitir que tudo é maior, e que o regozijo da respiração profunda diante da absoluta falibilidade traduz nada mais que o menos que somos.

Durma. Sim, recomendo: durma e deixe o coração dormir. Não será fácil. Pode ser que o sol venha primeiro e que outro dia se sobreponha. Paciência. O sono vira inevitavelmente como uma chuva no quintal. Porque somos isso, uma casa com quintal cheio de mangas, jabuticabas, uma horta e um varal. Somos uma coisa boa, para quem conhece, e um sonho inclusive para quem não conhece a porta da cozinha.

Sempre espero ser compreendido completamente. Pelas virtudes e defeitos. Pelo conjunto da obra. Nem sempre isso acontece. É mais fácil sermos julgados do que ponderados. E não descarto que isso talvez seja até bom, porque na soma e na subtração dos meus atos, posso dever mais do que ter a receber.

Prefiro contar histórias a fazer contas da vida. Depois das horas de peito aberto, me fecho no sentimento. E vivo. Porque a minha vida vai morrer comigo, e não antes. Como tenho tanta certeza? Não tenho. Só não me esqueço disso. Meus erros são a única coisa que eu tenho. Me marcam; mas é o que me fazem viver.

170 COMMENTS

  1. Thank you for your sharing. I am worried that I lack creative ideas. It is your article that makes me full of hope. Thank you. But, I have a question, can you help me?

  2. I was very happy to uncover this site. I wanted to thank you for your time just for this fantastic read!! I definitely appreciated every bit of it and I have you book-marked to check out new stuff on your web site.

  3. Hi, I do think this is a great blog. I stumbledupon it 😉 I may revisit yet again since I book-marked it. Money and freedom is the best way to change, may you be rich and continue to help other people.

  4. Hi! I could have sworn I’ve visited your blog before but after going through a few of the articles I realized it’s new to me. Anyways, I’m certainly pleased I discovered it and I’ll be bookmarking it and checking back often!

  5. I absolutely love your website.. Very nice colors & theme. Did you make this amazing site yourself? Please reply back as I’m looking to create my own site and would like to find out where you got this from or what the theme is named. Thank you.

  6. Right here is the perfect website for everyone who would like to understand this topic. You understand so much its almost tough to argue with you (not that I actually will need to…HaHa). You certainly put a brand new spin on a topic that’s been discussed for many years. Great stuff, just wonderful.

  7. An outstanding share! I’ve just forwarded this onto a co-worker who was doing a little research on this. And he in fact bought me dinner because I stumbled upon it for him… lol. So let me reword this…. Thanks for the meal!! But yeah, thanx for spending time to talk about this issue here on your website.

  8. I blog quite often and I truly appreciate your information. This article has really peaked my interest. I will book mark your site and keep checking for new information about once per week. I subscribed to your Feed too.

  9. I blog frequently and I truly appreciate your information. Your article has really peaked my interest. I will take a note of your site and keep checking for new details about once a week. I subscribed to your Feed as well.

  10. I truly love your blog.. Excellent colors & theme. Did you develop this website yourself? Please reply back as I’m attempting to create my own personal blog and would love to know where you got this from or exactly what the theme is called. Many thanks.

  11. Hi there, There’s no doubt that your web site could possibly be having web browser compatibility issues. When I take a look at your site in Safari, it looks fine however when opening in IE, it has some overlapping issues. I merely wanted to provide you with a quick heads up! Apart from that, great blog!

  12. Finding Sugar Defender has been a game-changer for me, as I’ve always been vigilant regarding handling my blood
    glucose degrees. I currently really feel equipped and positive
    in my ability to preserve healthy levels, and my most
    recent medical examination have mirrored this progress. Having a credible supplement to complement my a massive
    source of convenience, and I’m genuinely glad for the substantial difference Sugar Defender has made in my general wellness.

  13. Good day! Do you know if they make any plugins
    to help with Search Engine Optimization? I’m trying to get my
    blog to rank for some targeted keywords but I’m not seeing very good gains.
    If you know of any please share. Appreciate it!
    You can read similar article here: Wool product

  14. Good post. I learn something totally new and challenging on blogs I stumbleupon every day. It will always be interesting to read through articles from other writers and practice something from their sites.

  15. I seriously love your site.. Excellent colors & theme. Did you build this site yourself? Please reply back as I’m attempting to create my own personal site and would like to find out where you got this from or just what the theme is named. Thank you!

  16. After looking over a few of the blog articles on your web page, I really appreciate your technique of writing a blog. I bookmarked it to my bookmark website list and will be checking back in the near future. Please check out my web site too and let me know your opinion.

  17. I’m more than happy to find this web site. I need to to thank you for ones time for this particularly fantastic read!! I definitely liked every bit of it and I have you bookmarked to see new information on your site.

  18. Having read this I believed it was extremely informative. I appreciate you taking the time and energy to put this short article together. I once again find myself spending a significant amount of time both reading and commenting. But so what, it was still worth it.

  19. I want to to thank you for this very good read!! I absolutely enjoyed every bit of it. I’ve got you saved as a favorite to look at new stuff you post…

  20. Spot on with this write-up, I honestly feel this amazing site needs a lot more attention. I’ll probably be returning to see more, thanks for the information.

  21. Having read this I believed it was extremely informative. I appreciate you taking the time and energy to put this article together. I once again find myself personally spending way too much time both reading and leaving comments. But so what, it was still worth it!

  22. Oh my goodness! Awesome article dude! Many thanks, However I am going through troubles with your RSS. I don’t understand why I can’t join it. Is there anybody else having similar RSS issues? Anyone who knows the answer can you kindly respond? Thanks.

  23. Everything is very open with a very clear description of the challenges. It was definitely informative. Your website is useful. Thank you for sharing!

  24. Howdy, I do believe your web site might be having web browser compatibility issues. When I look at your website in Safari, it looks fine however, if opening in IE, it has some overlapping issues. I merely wanted to give you a quick heads up! Apart from that, fantastic site.

  25. After looking into a number of the blog articles on your web page, I honestly appreciate your way of writing a blog. I book marked it to my bookmark website list and will be checking back soon. Take a look at my web site too and let me know your opinion.

  26. After checking out a few of the blog posts on your web page, I honestly appreciate your way of blogging. I saved it to my bookmark webpage list and will be checking back soon. Please visit my website too and tell me your opinion.

  27. You’re so interesting! I don’t suppose I have read through something like that before. So great to discover another person with genuine thoughts on this topic. Really.. thank you for starting this up. This site is something that is required on the internet, someone with a little originality.

  28. That is a really good tip particularly to those fresh to the blogosphere. Simple but very precise information… Thanks for sharing this one. A must read post.

  29. Hi, I do believe your blog could be having internet browser compatibility problems. Whenever I take a look at your web site in Safari, it looks fine however when opening in I.E., it has some overlapping issues. I simply wanted to give you a quick heads up! Besides that, excellent site.

  30. After exploring a few of the articles on your web page, I really appreciate your technique of blogging. I book-marked it to my bookmark webpage list and will be checking back in the near future. Please check out my website as well and tell me how you feel.

  31. Oh my goodness! Amazing article dude! Many thanks, However I am experiencing issues with your RSS. I don’t understand why I am unable to join it. Is there anyone else having the same RSS issues? Anyone that knows the solution will you kindly respond? Thanks.

  32. An intriguing discussion is worth comment. There’s no doubt that that you should write more on this issue, it might not be a taboo subject but typically folks don’t talk about such topics. To the next! Many thanks.

  33. A motivating discussion is definitely worth comment. I do think that you should publish more about this topic, it may not be a taboo matter but typically folks don’t speak about these subjects. To the next! Best wishes.

  34. Aw, this was an incredibly good post. Finding the time and actual effort to generate a really good article… but what can I say… I procrastinate a whole lot and never manage to get anything done.

  35. Hi, I do think this is an excellent site. I stumbledupon it 😉 I’m going to return once again since i have saved as a favorite it. Money and freedom is the best way to change, may you be rich and continue to guide others.

  36. Howdy! This blog post couldn’t be written any better! Looking through this article reminds me of my previous roommate! He always kept talking about this. I will send this post to him. Fairly certain he’ll have a great read. I appreciate you for sharing!

  37. You are so cool! I do not believe I’ve truly read something like this before. So good to discover another person with unique thoughts on this subject matter. Really.. thanks for starting this up. This site is something that is required on the internet, someone with some originality.

  38. I’m impressed, I must say. Rarely do I come across a blog that’s equally educative and entertaining, and let me tell you, you’ve hit the nail on the head. The problem is an issue that not enough folks are speaking intelligently about. Now i’m very happy I stumbled across this during my hunt for something relating to this.

  39. Having read this I believed it was really enlightening. I appreciate you spending some time and effort to put this short article together. I once again find myself personally spending a lot of time both reading and commenting. But so what, it was still worthwhile.

  40. Greetings, I think your blog might be having browser compatibility problems. Whenever I look at your website in Safari, it looks fine however, when opening in IE, it has some overlapping issues. I simply wanted to give you a quick heads up! Besides that, wonderful site!

  41. I was very happy to discover this great site. I need to to thank you for your time due to this fantastic read!! I definitely really liked every little bit of it and I have you book marked to look at new stuff in your blog.

  42. Good post. I learn something totally new and challenging on websites I stumbleupon everyday. It will always be interesting to read articles from other authors and use a little something from other web sites.

  43. I blog quite often and I seriously thank you for your information. Your article has really peaked my interest. I will book mark your blog and keep checking for new information about once a week. I opted in for your Feed as well.

  44. I have to thank you for the efforts you have put in penning this website. I’m hoping to check out the same high-grade content from you in the future as well. In truth, your creative writing abilities has encouraged me to get my own blog now 😉

LEAVE A REPLY

Please enter your comment!
Please enter your name here